Fulfillment ~ "2023, a Year of Goodbyes"

Saturday, April 27, 2019

Silent Drill Platoon at Gallatin High School 2016

Life is a Dream State

"After"
I'm smothering under a canopy or a heavy, canvas shroud with hardly room to breathe.  The air is still and suffocating.  There are bunches of roses (some of them now scattered) above me and all around me but are wilting, rotting away from being out in too much sun and rain.  I can actually smell them, a sad, funereal loveliness of what they once were.  I can't hear any sounds.  It's like I'm only allowed to perceive certain things. 

Poof!  One minute I'm here and the next I'm in the middle of this dense, dark void.

Such is life.  One minute you're alive and the next minute you're gone.

There's a message in here, somewhere.  

Sunday, April 21, 2019

Meditation for Today

Peace on Earth

I am in a small boat with my leg hanging over the side and my foot in the water.  There is a buoy nearby and I love listening to the sound of its melodious bell as it moves back and forth in the waves.  I am looking west toward the sunset and it is beautiful with soft colors of pink and orange purple and gray.  I am falling asleep now as the boat gently rocks back and forth.  All is good, all is peaceful and all is well on Planet Earth.     
~Let's make this happen~ 

Easter Sunday, April 21, 2019


Friday, April 19, 2019

Thursday, April 18, 2019

Blue Inverse


I lived my life
Now laid to rest
Given all
I did my best
What grieves me deeply
Is leaving earth
This my home
Origin of birth
Time to sleep
And Time will tell
If next time around
Is downright dull
Or maybe, more
Incantations, spells?
I weave a web
Of truth and lies
As this is what beneath
Implies
You can’t save me now
I’m on my way
And will reappear
On earth
One day

Friday, April 5, 2019

LGBT


I had a dream this morning I can only describe as being a colorful and tumultuous Picasso Mozaic vividly displayed on the wide screen in dramatic detail. 

It seemed to be a celebration of life.  The dream consisted of all gay men.  I was in the dream both as an observer and, unbeknownst to me, also as a participant.  This is not new to me.  I actually welcome participation in dreams as I am able to fully comprehend what's going on and able to gather up the emotions, the smells, the colors, the scents and feelings.

Let's see if I can paint a picture for you.

This dream reminded me of what ancient Roman orgies may have been like.  An "anything goes, no boundaries, wild sex, drinking, stoned, passing out, incoherent ramblings, no one to stop us and we can do whatever the hell we want to" attitude.

There were colors in the dream and they were a subdued Aqua, Grey, Turquoise and Deep Blue (not like the representation above as this was the only picture that I could find that came close).

These colors were painted on walls and on banners and on the sashes the men wore around their waists.

The men were bare chested with little chest hair and very virile.  They were young I'd say 28 years old with jet black shiny, curly hair.  They meant me no harm (I could feel this) and welcomed my observation and (I didn't know this at first...) also, my participation.

The participation part was like one of those "aha" moments in which you were so confident you were there just to watch and soon found out that someone else had different plans for you.

I was whisked off to one place and then another to view the "goings on".  I cannot remember how many places I visited I just know there were many.  Each place was like a scene unto itself neatly ensconced in a box.  (Think of a shadow box).  So this box had one scene in it and then the next box I visited had another.

In one scene I remember being swallowed up by some huge thing like a whale and being spit out again onto the floor coughing and gasping.   

But, also one scene that was a very deep and painful experience I underwent that I will not share here because I really do not know how to interpret it properly (if at all) and why I was made to undergo it nor what it meant let alone try and describe it.  I think it may have had to do with proving your male virility.  Something the Native Americans were noted for.  Anyway, 

There was gaiety that was off the chart, flamboyance, raucous laughter, camaraderie, elbowing, tickling, juggling, drinking, wrestling, making fun of, jokes, shrieks of joy, rumbling, tussling, whooping and hollering, so much noise as they played leap frog over one another.

I watched as they stood on high cliffs with waterfalls and then jumped down into the frothing water below.  They ran, they jumped they sparred with one another and all in good fun.

LGBT:  Laughter, Gaiety, Bravado and Theatrical

Monday, April 1, 2019

It's Coming

Note:  Yesterday morning , 3/31/19, I alluded to a comforting feeling I was getting in my post, "A Little Birdie Told Me," and now confirmed by this latest message from Spirit called, "It Shall Be the Tipping Point." 

Please read the message below and know that powerful forces are at work for good in the universe and across planet earth.    Please feel free to share this message.   

North Carolina, US of A, March 24, 2019.
Trinity Teacher: Uteah
Subject: “It Shall Be the Tipping Point.”

Message received by:  Chris
 

Teacher Uteah: “Every one of you reading this message is a light worker if you so use your will and intention to be aligned with the Light and to ask the Universal Father to be an instrument of His will. There are no prerequisites — all are being called to serve. You do not need special abilities or acute awareness, for within you lives the Indwelling Presence of the Father — and that, my dear students, makes you more powerful than any dark power or principality in the universe. Know that the moment you connect with this power through your thoughts, will, and intention, it brings you onto the Holy Ground of the Infinite. You need not even to articulate a request — your faith alone to be the instrument of Father’s Will is sufficient to open the storehouse of Heaven.

“Today, I deputize you as ambassadors of Christ Michael and as the storage vessels of Mother’s Holy Spirit. It is with your willingness to be the instruments of Father’s Will that you are empowered to serve as Christ Michael’s trusted light workers. Herewith all that belong to the Trust, I ask each of you to invoke your right as Children of the Creator Father, and ambassadors of Christ Michael, to stand together in unity with your fellow light workers. Call on your Indwelling Spirit to empower you to be a radiant sphere of light and love. You are needed to be an influence of light and goodness on your planet. The Spirit of the Father, living within each of you, stands ready to execute your intention.

“This message today is not a philosophic analogy, but a request to be energetically activated to stand as an anchor of light on your world — to be energetically empowered as a light source that radiates outward in all directions. Today, I ask you to invoke the following words aloud and to stand with the celestial hosts of heaven and be the instruments that shall change the energy of your world from darkness into light. There is an opportunity herewith for every soul that desires to participate in the Great Plan, to redeem Urantia, to step up and take your place as children of the Trust.

Preamble:

“My Beloved Indwelling, in this moment, I ask that you empower me to become an energetic anchor of the Holy Spirit, that I may fulfill Father’s Will to bring this world out of darkness and into light.

“I AM powerful when I use my free will and intention to awaken the Truth that Father’s Spirit lives within me.

“Knowing this, there is no darkness, dark power, or principality that can stand against this Holy Light.

“Join me together with my siblings and connect our Spirits to form a powerful grid of Love and Light.

“I AM a vessel for the Holy Spirit—fill me now like a battery that is charging for service.”

Invocation (Speak aloud with command and confidence):

“Father, light me up like a thousand suns!
“I command that darkness in all its forms be now consumed in the Light of the Holy Spirit!
“Your Will be done, Father, for I AM the Instrument of Your Will.”

“Repeat this invocation many times and as often as you remember. Imagine a powerful sphere of light exploding and expanding outward from your heart center in all directions, like a new born star, radiating in all its glory. This Great Light is the cleansing power of the Holy Spirit that vaporizes the energy and influence of darkness in all its forms. Together you and your Indwelling Spirit are the most powerful force of Light and Goodness there is on your world now. When you stand in unity with your siblings invoking this powerful intention, you are purifying your world and preparing it for Light and Life.

“This invocation pools together the Thought Adjuster Circuits — it shall be the tipping point!

“Power and Glory to you, Father,
“I AM Uteah.”

Receiver’s note: Please do share this message with others, for I sense that there is something very real and powerful happening on our world at this time. Invoking this powerful intention allows the Father to work though each of you — and together we make up a powerful force that can take back our world.

 

© The 11:11 Progress Group. “The giving of self, the illumination of truth, and the relief of suffering
are the noblest paths to higher consciousness.” – Teacher Ophelius, 2009.