Fulfillment ~ "2023, a Year of Goodbyes"

Wednesday, December 29, 2021

Enough is Enough!

Me! 
How many of you are fed up with making credit card companies rich?

Everlasting

"There is No Such Thing as Them Vs. Us There is Only "We"

This planet will never achieve spiritual zenith until human beings undergo a deep and dramatic change in how they act toward and treat one another.      


Presently, we are so far down the rabbit hole of willful ignorance and arrogance putting us in danger of losing everything of value in our lives and we still don't seem to care.

We're squarely in the cross hairs of a restitution or a reckoning of some kind and all because we neglected to rid ourselves of the evilness embedded in our hearts.  

What is coming is a deep and profound inner cleansing washing away that part of us inhibiting our spiritual growth.

Only after we experience this will our hearts be forever changed as we begin to understand the sacredness of the lives bequeathed to us and embrace the peace and harmony it brings.      

The circle is closing

One cycle ending

Another beginning

"Air, Fire, Water Earth, Cleanse and Bless Our Home and Hearth 

And banish Fear

For Only Love May Enter Here"


 ~ "Let it Be So" ~








Monday, December 27, 2021

Weekly Tarot Message for Week of December 26, 2021


The Napo Tarot

This is the Wheel Spread

In this spread, The Shadow Card is placed in the middle of the spread with the corresponding cards surrounding it like a wheel

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These readings are done with the human collective in mind.

They show us what is going on in our lives and affecting us, what challenges and obstacles we face, the positive and negative factors involved and advice as to what we should or shouldn't do.

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1.  Card in the Middle is (The Shadow Card):  IV The Emperor
2.  Card Top Left is (The Past):  II of Cups
3.  Card Top Middle is (The Present):  XV The Devil  
4.  Card Top Right is (The Destination Card) Where We're Headed:  X of Wands

5.  Card on the Bottom is (The Hidden Card) representing the energies we can't see at the time of the reading:  0 The Fool  
6.  Card to the Right of the Hidden Card is (The Advice Card) VIII Strength (what we need to do or not do depending on the situation)  
7.  Card to the Left and directly under the Past Card is (The Outcome):  X The Wheel of Fortune 

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This Week's Message:  

1.  IV The Emperor represents family, justice and someone respectful of tradition and customs.  
This card indicates that an individual is hovering in the background, cognizant and mindful of all that is taking place with a keen understanding of personalities, people and events.


2.  The II of Cups shows our interactions with one another.  It represents kindness, relationships, courtship, love and communication.    Interesting that this card is in the Past position.   Are these virtues now a thing of the past?  


3.   The XV Devil Card in the Present position tells us why we are seeing and experiencing all we're going through today.  The Devil represents cruelty, sadism, chronic illness, suffering, terror, ambition, power, and perversion.  


4.   The X of Wands represents oppression.  Not a particularly good card especially in the Destination position.  


5.  The Hidden Position is represented by O The Fool and represents the energies we can't comprehend (see or feel) but are very much influencing the situation we're in:  Incoherence, a lack of cognitive ability, nervousness, unable to focus and rationalize what is really going on.   


6.  The VIII Strength Card in the Advice position encourages us to do what we need to do (meditation, prayer, seeking spiritual help) in order to get through the obstacles and challenges we currently face.     


7.  The Outcome Card X The Wheel means that change (whether good or bad and we have no say as to what it will be) is always occurring.   Most of the time we are oblivious to change and only when it manifests into the open are we able to actually see and experience it.

This card means:  A period of crisis; rapid change; one cycle is leaving and another one beginning.  

*Note that the next card, after the Wheel of Fortune in the Tarot Deck is XI The Justice Card.  

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All in all I feel this reading gives us Hope in knowing that others are aware of what's going on and positioning themselves to intervene, on our behalf and at a pre-determined time, to stem the tide of suffering.

The numerical value of this reading is 4:  Interesting that IV represents the Emperor and Number 4 in general stands for a well built foundation, structure and stability.   I believe we are headed in that direction.  

 










Thursday, December 23, 2021

Roots

 

Sacred Grove 

I was travelling northwest yesterday heading into town.  

I've travelled this route many times before but, somehow, as I would soon find out, this day would be very different.    

I am very attuned to nature and can detect different energies surrounding people and places.   

Little did I know that I would soon encounter some loving but very sad residual energy residing in a cluster of trees, tucked inside a perimeter fence, lining the side of the highway, that would have a deep and profound affect on me.

As I passed by I was overwhelmed by a feeling of "family" as emotions of togetherness, reverence and sadness emanated from a small grove of trees.

The energy I encountered felt like it might have been a burial site of some kind or maybe where religious ceremonies had been performed or people getting together to celebrate.

Where I am there are many Native Americans nearby so I'm pretty sure this was connected to one of the tribes in the area.  

Then I began to wonder, "why now?"  

After all the trips I've made along this route where I didn't feel anything before, "why am I feeling it now?"

I kept driving, wiping the tears from my eyes as I continued on.          

Then I saw a FOR SALE sign and a big SOLD sign.      

Then it all made sense.  

I believe the energy was that of a group of people saddened by the sale of their land that they had lived on for, possibly, hundreds of years and all the memories connected with it.

They were concerned or even fearful that the new owner(s) would bring in heavy equipment and start carving up the place and their special place would be no more.

There's something many of us have forgotten ~ We are all part of nature whether we're human, a bear or a tree.  

Maybe it's time we all start remembering where our real roots come from.

     ~ Nightshade 









Sunday, December 19, 2021

Weekly Tarot Message for December 19, 2021

 


The Bohemian Gothic Tarot Card Deck

1.  Top (Shadow Card) - IV of Pentacles:  Pride; greed; disregard for others; selfishness

2.  1st row Left (Past) - Page of Wands:   The Age of Innocence and Trust

3.  1st row Middle (Present) - XVI The Tower:  Unexpected event(s); natural disaster(s); chaos, massive change; destruction 

4.  1st row Right (Our Destination) - King of Wands:  Taking matters into our own hands; standing up for what we believe in; rebelling against authoritarianism 


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5.  2nd row Right (Hidden) - VIII of Cups:  Re-evaluation of our situation; walking away from what doesn't serve us anymore; choosing a different path 

6.  2nd row Middle (Advice) - IX of Cups:  Disillusionment; suicidal, misery; shattered dreams 

7.  2nd row Left (Outcome) - IV of Wands - A union of equal forces; intersection; healing

 
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Message ~ "Humans are Free"

1.  The Shadow card gives the overall meaning of the reading and highlights the problems and concerns pointing to the reasons why we're experiencing what we're experiencing at the present time.  

It depicts a very wealthy individual who has everything they need with a healthy disregard for others and out of fear, greed or power issues, solely concerned with amassing as much as they can for themselves and basically, to hell with you. 

This card can also represent individuals, financial systems and governments.

2.  The Past represents a period of Innocence and trust which, I believe, is now a "thing of the past."  This would be laughable if only it weren't so painfully true.

3.  The Present shows we're not out of the woods, yet and to prepare for more sh*t heading our way.  The meaning of this card is an unexpected event(s); destruction; mayhem; chaos and massive change.

4.  The Destination Card is more optimistic as the King of Wands means "taking matters into our own hands"; finding the courage to deal with things; overcoming and, a "changing of the guard" maybe a collective attitude change or could also represent an individual.

5.  The Hidden Card is The VIII of Cups and another optimistic card showing we're walking away from things that don't serve us anymore; we've done a re-evaluation of where we are and where we want to go and choosing a different path.  One much more conducive to what "we want" not somebody else's.  

6.  The Advice Card IX of Cups has so many shadow meanings attached to it but only the ones concerning the reading are to be interpreted.  

It shows a well to do individual who is very disappointed, maybe due to shattered dreams, even suicidal as he is drinking an elixer of some sort possibly representing a drug overdose, the bloody meat represents his healthy disrespect for life and others (only his own) and the dimly lit moon in the background represents the false illusion he has been living under.    He has only been concerned with his own well being, having enough to eat and enough financial resources to live comfortably.  However, this is all shattering.    

He could be in the midst of a divorce, a grave health issue or a financial loss in which he could lose everything or maybe he is waking up from the illusion he's been under.  

This card advises us to take stock of where we are, right now.   Think on those things that are really important in our lives such as our health, our families, our communities and learning to show love, compassion and respect for one another and how easily all of this can be taken from us.    

These things are everlasting whereas material and temporary things such as how much money we have, how we look and dress, how many influential and well off friends we have and how big our house is, do not. 

7.  The Outcome Card is the IV of Wands another very optimistic card.  It means a union of equal forces (an intersection where everybody stops together, allowing the first car at the intersection to proceed  first and then the second car and so on and so on) direction and cooperation indicated by the four corners, stability and a firm foundation).  

Also, a well earned harvest of peace, prosperity and harmony.  

We're heading into a whole new way of living and understanding on this planet but not without having to endure more trials.  

I have no idea what these are going to be just an understanding as the cards have indicated, that they will manifest and we will, again, be forced to confront them.  

The numerical value of this reading is:  5 ~ instability; conflict; loss and change leading to a more harmonious outcome   

  





  












  



We're All Connected Through Death

 

"Why Does it Have to Take That Long"? 

Thursday, December 16, 2021

Beauty is in the Eye of the Beholder


"When a horse looks into your eyes it can see into the depths of your soul - who you are - your strengths, your weaknesses, those things you did right and those things you would rather keep hidden - 
yet loves you anyway.
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Monday, December 13, 2021

This Week's Tarot Message for December 12, 2021

 

Bohemian Gothic Tarot Card Deck


Wands represent Fire (Passion and Creativity) 
Pentacles represent Earth (Money, Sowing and Reaping)  
Swords represent Air (Intellect)
Cups represent Water (Emotions and Relationships) 


Top (Shadow Card) - The II of Pentacles is all about finding and maintaining our balance

Left (Past) - The VII of Swords means unethical behavior; theft

Middle (Present) - XII The Hanged Man means liminal spaces; balance and achieving equilibrium (see The Shadow Card) 

Right (Destination) - The III of Wands is looking to the future and tells us to keep our eyes open to the changes and challenges lying ahead 

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2nd row Right (Hidden) - The King of Wands means power and stability; a natural born leader with the ability to get the job done

2nd row Middle (Advice) - The Ace of Wands tells us we're in the beginning of a new cycle as the old one is passing away    

2nd row Left (Outcome) - IX The Hermit shows us we're on a path of self discovery leading to a heightened state of awareness

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This Week's Tarot Message:  

"THE WHEEL KEEPS TURNING"

I believe this message to be a positive one for all of us who are confused about what we see happening today.  It seems like every day it's more bad news and more bad people coming to light who are only focused on harming others.  

*The Shadow Card wants us to gather our wits about us, slow down and find our center.  It is a card showing that we need to restore balance in our lives.

*The Past is defined as someone stealing something from you and they don't care if you get hurt.  They just don't want to get caught.    

It could be a business partner siphoning off money, a crooked politician amassing a fortune illegally, a cruel friend who comes across as your buddy but is anything but or someone who has betrayed your trust.    

*The Destination Card is IX The Hermit who is shining a light on the Truth.  In Greek philosophy it represents The Philosopher, Diogenes who was searching for an honest man.  I'm unsure whether or not he ever found one.

This card tells us that we are in the middle of (enlightenment note the lantern) or self discovery leading to a heightened state of awareness.    

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*The Hidden Card shows a disciplined, powerful and confident individual eager and ready to receive the Wand of Truth.  There is the head of an owl on the scepter being handed to him.  

Owls represent Wisdom and Vigilance.  This individual is securely positioned and, at the annointed time, will make his appearance.  

Note the dark pillar in the background and I liken it to a "pillar of strength."  

The King of Wands also is looking at the Ace of Wands card showing his awareness of the new cycle manifesting (the wheel keeps turning) and that he's going to play a big role in it ~ The Chosen One  

*The Advice Card is The Ace of Wands (Aces represent new beginnings) ~ See The King of Wands.  

*The Outcome Card is IX The Hermit and is the torch bearer carrying the Light of Truth; investing his time in deep thought and contemplation leading to Wisdom (see the King of Wands)

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The numerical value of this reading is 6:  Communication, problem solving, cooperation and balance 


 


 

Sunday, December 12, 2021

A View From Above

Celestial Sphere 

The universe is one gigantic, eternal wheel that is ever turning.

Each one of us makes up this wheel.

However, we are constrained in understanding how this dynamism works because we exist in a 3rd dimension.          

Then something changes to our collective consciousness in order to view this realization from a higher perspective thus we are now able to see how all the individual digits contribute to and make up the whole.

We begin to realize that, in order for the wheel to keep turning, each part must contribute to, unite and cooperate with all other parts.

Only then can the wheel continue its transit through the unknown, viewing, assessing and manifesting solutions to life's biggest problems through meaningful change.






Saturday, December 4, 2021

Weekly Tarot Message for December 5, 2021

 

Bohemian Gothic Tarot Card Deck

Top Card is The Shadow Card:  XVI The TOWER

1st row Left to Right:
Past V of WANDS
Present IX of CUPS
Destination IV of Cups

2nd row Right to Left
Hidden XXI The WORLD
Advice VIII STRENGTH
Outcome X of CUPS

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Message:    "We Have the Power" 

1.  The Shadow Card XVI The TOWER provides the overall feel of the reading.  It could be called a "Heads Up" Card because it reveals additional information as to what the reading is about and foresees things we cannot see or feel (see The Hidden Card).     

The XVI The TOWER means sudden (and could be "massive") change; upheaval; chaos, also Revelation and Awakening.  

It is telling us to plan for and expect more of the same as the present cycle is still ongoing  (with us) but is winding down.      

2.  The Past V of WANDS means a competitive situation and asks us to do our best (it doesn't give any more details as to what the "competitive" situation is but is left up to us to interpret/determine what this means to us, personally).

3.  The Present is The IX of CUPS:  This card can be interpreted as "Entitled."  Someone or possibly  more than one person (a group or social class) of individuals who have nothing to worry about as they have everything they need and don't give a sh*t about the people who don't.

4.  The Destination Card is the IV of CUPS:  This shows a young girl (but can be any age and gender and not just representing one person but many) who is withdrawing and re-evaluating her situation.  Quite possibly she's been thrust into something she can't handle, is fearful of, confused and needs time to figure things out.  


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5.  The Hidden Card is XXI The WORLD and actually defines the world we live in.  It also is a card of COMPLETION - the successful completion of one cycle and the beginning of another one   

6.  The Advice Card is VIII STRENGTH:  This tells us we have more Strength, Courage and Power than we realize.  It also stands for stability.  What does this mean?  It means start taking charge of your life in order to bring back some measure of stability.    

Remember, "WE have the Power".  

7.  The Outcome Card is The X of Cups:  This card stands for Family, Home, Community, Love and Trust.  All these things are (and have been under attack for years by very powerful people and organizations).    

This card shows we're heading in a positive direction and learning to stand up in order to take our lives back as we've had enough - "This is our world, our lives, our kids and our communities.  They're not for sale to the highest bidder anymore".

The numerical value of this reading is 10 (Completion or 1 meaning A New Beginning represented by the Ace.  Raw energy yet unformed - Potential.

~ May this Reading give you Hope and Courage as it Shines a Light on The New Path Being Created For Us ~



 










  



 

  









Wednesday, December 1, 2021

Mugged or Drugged ~ What's the Difference?

How can a society survive if it doesn't even know where it came from?  

How can it survive if it is not even equipped with the survival skills necessary in order to do so?  

How can it survive if wisdom is lacking not only in the general populace but those in power and the  institutions, organizations that we have come to trust and depend upon?  

How can children learn to transit through life if we do not teach them the steps to do this?       

How can a teacher instruct children if the manuals and books they teach from are full of errors, omissions and miscalculations?  

And, where are our "so-called" religious leaders when we need them? - answer:  MIA  

How can anyone survive when they're constantly under attack?

Answer - they can't.  

So, who are we, anyway - just some left over debris from a failed ET experiment continuing to be used and abused by every single POS and/or powerful institution in any way they see fit?    

How can we expect to live harmoniously with one another when we are constantly targeted and bombarded by powerful and evil people more interested in the millions of dollars they can amass from donations, subscribers, politicians, governments and corporations supporting and encouraging them and all 100% hell bent on controlling us?   

Did someone or something at some point, during our human development, purposely inject us with a dumb protein containing an insatiable desire for constant abuse which we were unaware of?

Well this laughable as, of course, they would not let us in on their little secret now, would they?       

Yet, I believe the answer may be closer to the truth than we think.    

If you watched the movie, "The Time Machine," starring Rod Taylor is when he discovered that the earth-like planet he landed on and the humans living on the surface had somehow been injected with something or drugged and induced into a zombie like state controlled by a group of cannibals living below.    

He watched as they went about their lives normally until a large siren or horn sounded, in which they all stopped what they were doing, formed a single file and marched like zombies into the bowels of the earth oblivious to their fate - only to be killed and consumed.

We know we have the power to change things, to make things better, to right wrongs and to hold people accountable for their actions so why are we still not doing this?  

We are the only ones capable of wrestling control from those who have had us in their evil grip for thousands of years.          

Isn't this what we want?

If the answer is no it means we're not willing to change at all so what does that really say about the Human Race.  

Are we worth saving if we can't or won't even consent to taking a role in our own salvation?

There's a lot riding on this answer and one only Time will tell....