Fulfillment ~ "2023, a Year of Goodbyes"

Sunday, November 26, 2017

Martin Luke Brown - Shadow & Light

The Glass Mirror

Is it a ghoul or a girl?  

According to those guiding humanity, we are unfolding in awareness (enlightenment) on this planet where we're transcending from one level of human experience which is third dimension (separation, ignorance) to fourth dimension of understanding, acceptance and love. 

It is all about shedding the old self and putting on a new one as we learn to love one another.   This awareness has been taking place over thousands of years as we're provided with opportunities to move forward in consciousness or remain stuck in place.   

This is where Free Will comes in.   Think of a relationship in which you respect your partner.  You do not wish to push yourself on him or her but allow them the opportunity to make up their own mind.

Same analogy with the Creator.  He created us so that He could experience life through us, knowing full well that we would or wouldn't make the best decisions.  He was aware that if He interfered in our spiritual growth by steering us in one direction thereby preventing us from finding out the folly or wisdom of our decisions, we would be nothing more than robots.    He wanted us to come to know Him and learn to love Him as a separate and conscious decision on our part.  

Have you noticed how rapidly we're becoming so much more aware (enlightenment) of the depth and breadth of the evil that exists in this world, finding out about things that have been kept hidden from us which are now dramatically surfacing such as the opiod epidemic in which millions of Americans are addicted to pain medication thanks in large part to the pharmaceutical industry and those in the medical profession who were willing to sacrifice their patients for a few extra bucks?   

Constant terrorist attacks which have become a brutal, painful and constant reminder of just how evil, malignant and twisted some of us are; evil dictators getting the boot; sexual predators being outed; people acting strange or becoming unhinged altogether; the hypocrisy of callous politicians and the political hierarchies they belong to; the betrayal of government agencies and their promise to protect those in their care such as the VA; the selfish interests of pharmaceutical companies; the slow maniacal creep by technological giants (Google, Facebook, Twitter, etc.) in an effort to squelch free speech in favor of their own narrative by censoring those they don't agree with; countries becoming fed up with globalism and breaking away from tyrannical control such as Brexit in the UK or the Catalan People in Spain; freakish weather (massive flooding, hailstones burying entire towns, monster hurricanes, giant sink holes, tears in the earth's crust, mysterious booms and trumpet sounds, etc.)

The reason we're seeing so much upheaval today is because we're in the washing cycle.  There's a cleansing taking place, a liberation of the soul and the ones creating all the problems know the end is near.   

"And there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known".   

We're becoming so aware of everything happening today because all the dirty shit is being brought to the surface for all of us to see.  We can't escape it and we can't avoid it.  We are in the process of being brought into the fold of knowing the truth of just how much is wrong with the world.

It's kinda like going through therapy for years and then, all of a sudden, something clicks inside your brain as you connect the dots.  It's the same thing happening now.   

The old way of doing business is falling away and we're beginning to see each other not only as individuals but parts of ourselves.

We've been in therapy all these years and finally humanity made a breakthrough.

It's about time.
    ~ Blessings,
          Nightshade 

Friday, November 17, 2017

Hot Chocolate

Something interesting is taking place within the core of my being and it's rather unsettling yet somehow hauntingly beautiful. 

I feel like I've made contact with an alien being as I'm going through a whole new range of emotions,  unlike any I've experienced before.

And, whatever is emerging now is doing so because it wanted to and is doing so on its own terms.  Interesting.  Now I can more clearly see what it must feel like to be diagnosed with multiple personalities.

I am in some sort of malaise yet, at the same time, feeling ruffled and disgruntled, angry, rattled and rebellious.  I hear Z-Nation playing in the background and for some reason it is very comforting to me so I'm going to leave it on.  I could never quite get the hang of The Walking Dead.  You know the part I love so much about Z-Nation?  --it's the wonderful and creepy music in the background.

Note:  There is so much we do not know about the human psyche.  There is so much we don't know about human beings.  Hell, we haven't even scratched the surface yet.

And through my own meandering, my own solitary wanderings in a dark place I am now more firmly convinced that all of us are layers of experiences which then give way to emotions which then give way to memories and sit, one on top of the other like layers of jello in a parfait glass.  These places are then locked away and lie dormant for years until they're awakened by some mysterious force.  

Okay, back to what I'm feeling now... I want to run away and hide in the corner of a quaint and cozy French cafe with green shutters and savory smells of coffee and pastry where I can indulge in a hot chocolate or savor a deep dark espresso and wait for Gerard Depardieu (one of my all time favorite  actors) to make an appearance.
Gerard Depardieu

Or, I'll just saunter down the street and into the old library with the hundreds of dusty books on the shelves with the floor to ceiling windows and musty tapestries and the small sitting rooms and the smell of old things and have a smoke, watching it curl into soft fronds in the still air while somber and stealth afternoon shadows creep across the floor.          

Maybe I'll go up to my hotel room and order fresh baked, buttery and flaky croissants and a bottle of $500.00 red wine vintage (very old) and Roquefort Cheese and a tart and sweet jelly as I lean out the window watching the traffic and pedestrians coming and going below.       

Or, maybe I'll go out and buy that Range I've had my eye on all these years, you know, the one with all the bells and whistles so I can cook to my heart's content or maybe I'll fall for that beautiful French blue one that stirs up memories from other incarnations.     

I'm disappearing, like a ghost who feels no longer welcome anymore.

I'm here but I'm not here.   

I'm softly folding in on myself and it doesn't hurt but feels like home.

Is this what it feels like to be crazy??????

Is this what it feels like to meet an alien from another planet?????

If so it's beginning to feel like normal whatever normal is.

Maybe crazy is what being normal is all about.  Food for thought???

Bearing Fruit

Earth is in active labor, expelling and casting into the light those who have heretofore managed to remain anonymous.   Her labor pains have borne fruit as we now know the names of the sexual predators who have gotten away with so much for so long.  A talk show host last night revealed something else the public knew nothing about--a secret "hush" fund that Congress has set up in the event one of their own is accused.  It has already paid out $15,000,000.00.  I'm just guessing here but money to shut the victims up?  An investigation is warranted into this.   

We are all waking up to so much dirt and filth going on in Washington, D.C., Hollywood and elsewhere.   The gatekeepers have done a good job of keeping all of this from the public.  In the process we are finding out that the elite will do anything to keep their power and control.  I believe what is happening is part of the clean up, a fundamental process that is necessary in order for all of us to see more clearly the ugliness that is so much a part of our lives and this planet.   

We are in the midst of throwing off our shackles of ignorance and embracing the true light of our existence which is not control or power but peace and joy.  We are slowly moving from the dark ages into enlightenment as the universe quietly and profoundly fine tunes us.

Humanity is here to nurture and grow itself.  What if tomorrow there was no more war, disease, poverty or violence?  Everyone on this planet would be able to live in peace with enough to eat and drink and a roof over their heads.  We would be able to see ourselves differently, not as takers but as givers.  And a baby's life would not be snuffed out but welcomed as another tiny branch on humanity's tree, cherished and allowed to grow and prosper for the betterment of all.       

Part of the awakening that is occurring is finding out that we're not alone (we never have been) and in the not too distant future (I'd say within 5 years) another event will unfold in which we will finally come face to face with our neighbors from the stars.

This will be the final achievement that will solidify our place in the universe, thus completing humanity's transformation.   

Blessings,
      ~ Nightshade  

Saturday, November 11, 2017

The FCC is Interfering with the Net Again

https://www.battleforthenet.com

A Lamp in the Darkness

We have to break down before G-d can raise us up.  We all have free will to make our own decisions and pride ourselves on being in control but G-d isn't about control.  He is ever watchful for the moment we decide to put our will on hold in order for His will to manifest.  I am reminded of boot camp and the mental and physical rigors soldiers are subjected to.  Actually, we're all in boot camp, just at different stages.  At first there is doubt and resistance but as they let go, surrendering their will to the training, they find the old self fading away and a new triad of self emerging.  Instead of acting independently of one another, the Mind, Body and Spirit are now working together as one.  Things show up in our lives according to desire and need.  Once we allow them in we reap the result which can be good or bad.  Our life path is not solely directed by ourselves but is influenced by other unseen forces who have chosen to walk with us.  Walking the path is fraught with pitfalls but also illuminated by spiritual guides who are tutoring and mentoring, standing by and waiting for our G-d Moment in which we ask G-d to take over.  As we grow older we come to realize that we were never in control.  At some point in our lives we all will admit to ourselves, "I just can't handle things anymore."  We will surrender to that infinite higher source who is always there for us and willing to take up our load.  At first we thought we were gods but now we find we're not.  
~There is only One.~               

Tuesday, November 7, 2017

Homeless in San Fran

http://www.sfchronicle.com/news/article/In-shadow-of-tech-boom-the-working-homeless-12337023.php

Saturday, November 4, 2017

Alone


I feel so all alone
I hear a small voice crying out for help
But, no one hears it     
This planet is home
But only for a short time
There is so much work to do
Does anyone feel the pain, the anguish
I do when they look out across the world
And see the emptiness, the void  
When I know that our world
Could be so much better for all of us
If we could just bring ourselves to make a break
From the illusion 
I feel so all alone
My attempts to awaken those
Who slumber under this monstrous weight
Will continue 
But sometimes I wonder if it’s worth it
I feel so all alone
I can’t do this without you
You and I are in this together
This is our home
We are all connected
Through love, in pain and in heartbreak
But we are being kept apart
By those who wish the illusion to continue

Friday, November 3, 2017

Creative People and Our Shadow Self

Them

"Them"
An interesting theory as to why we can't get along with one another on this planet is that each race  actually originates from a different star system with a different set of beliefs.  These beliefs could be a winner take all mentality or a willingness to sit down at the table and discuss differences.  If you notice, there are very few "peacekeepers" in the world.   "Why?"  Could it be that a hostile alien race has succeeded in doing away with all those who wish peace as they are now firmly in control of this planet?  Maybe they're from, say, the Orion Constellation which, according to reports, is only out for world domination.    Could it be that some of our politicians originate from this Orion Constellation (star system) or have had their human DNA genetically altered by these aliens?  Maybe there really is an actual, hidden, alien agenda.  "Don't laugh, anything is possible.  Each planet vibrates to its own frequency.   Some are very high while others are very low and earth is one of them, its vibration in the 3rd dimension.   There is a concerted effort ongoing by the Planetary Federation to raise this planet's vibration, by  millions of those who have willingly come here to help out.  This planet has, for too long, manifested in a frequency that continues to create sorrow, hatred, anger, and hostility.   "Why are we here?"  "Is it to finally come together and rise above all the evil we see constantly playing out across the world"?  "Will we ever learn to get along or will we continue to embrace an ugly reality that we're all hopelessly divided, continuing to live meaningless and miserable lives, starving to death, dying from disease, surrounded by those who don't give a s**t and who continue to divide us using indifference, turmoil and violence"?  You do know that we can put an end to all of this.   All it takes is for us to make a commitment to one another and start pushing back, vibrating peace and love.  This can be done through meditation and connecting with others who believe as we do.  Ever notice how the elites continue to amass wealth and power?    Ever wonder why?  Is it because they have been genetically chosen and selected to be our caretakers (when all they really care about are themselves?).  They seem to know what jobs to seek and who to contact and are really proficient in deception, manipulation, lies and seduction.  They can do anything they want, hurt anyone they want, dispose of anyone they want while we look helplessly on.  They have no morals, no scruples and no feelings.  They remind me of cold blooded reptiles.  So, in closing I ask, don't you think we need to start making our own decisions in life instead of relying on Them?  Instead of moving forward together we are more divided than ever.  This planet will not survive if we don't start getting involved.  We need to act now.  Why would we want to consistently listen to and follow those who only wish us to go to hell and are actively working to see this happen?  Quite frankly, if you ask me, we're almost there.   
     ~ Nightshade