Past Lives

On May 5, I watched a little yellow bird pecking at and flying into my windows.  First it started in the computer room then moved on to the dining room window and lastly the living room window.  This happened all day long.   Note:  (Birds can be messengers from spirit). 

The next day, in the wee hours of the morning on May 6, I had an extraordinary dream in which I met an individual that I believe I knew in a past life.  I say extraordinary because of the warm, loving energy that came forth.  I was unable to see his face (front view) (maybe he couldn't, maybe he shouldn't, maybe he wasn't ready to reveal who he was or, maybe I wasn't supposed to know) as he was looking straight ahead and standing so close to me that I felt our two bodies had morphed together.  What did catch my attention as I was only able to glance up at him one time was his brown hair, looking all tousled and haphazard like he had just gotten out of bed.  He had a beard also.  I couldn't see any other details. 

He wouldn't leave my side but continued to stay so very close to me that I couldn't move.  I felt that he was protecting me, somehow and maybe a soldier or a knight that I may have known in a past life.  Without any doubt we had had a very deep and loving relationship but, for some reason, maybe illness or battle, he had been taken away from me, quite suddenly.

I've had lucid dreams before but this one took the cake.  I will never forget, the depth of it being so profound that I cannot choose just the right words to describe it.
   
This morning I did my morning Tarot spread, as usual, asking Tarot if there were any messages for today.  To my utter surprise there were.  To say I was blown away by the reading is putting it mildly.

Please listen to the YT Video I've listed below as, it will, hopefully, in some way, express the depth of my experience.

I will be posting the tarot spread shortly as soon as I get another sim card for my so-called smart phone so I can download it.

~ Blessings,
     Nightshade.   

https://youtu.be/TpJRBdaf9J8

Update:  May 6, 2019 "Past Lives Tarot Reading"

Top Card:  Who or What Were You?
*VI The Lovers

Read the below cards from left to right

Past Position:  What Is It That Brought You Here to the Present?     
*VII of Cups
Choices/Reflection/Sentiment
(Reflecting on the past, did I/didn't I make the right decision, sorrow, regret, sadness?)

Present Position:
*XVI The Tower
(Message to the Reader):  You need to know What Happened: 
A Calamity occurred, a fatality, a catastrophe, something unexpected

Future Position:   
*VIII of Wands
(Sending a message):  I miss you; I love you
Arrows of Love; Being able to move through the unmovable; swiftness as if in delivering a message

Reasons/Problems/Challenges Encountered:
*XV The Devil
Deception; Temptation; Sickness; Violence

Outcome:
*XIII Death
Mortality; Corruption; Endings