Fulfillment ~ "2023, a Year of Goodbyes"

Thursday, May 29, 2014

For All You WHOVIANS - Tardis Incroyables

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9N9FicD9fS6_J0k5i2K--A
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Ethan, you're amazing!  - Grandma

Saturday, May 24, 2014

SURVEY

If you woke up tomorrow morning and all you had was one dollar in your pocket what would you do?  Give me your thoughts. 

Restricted by Fear


I am so very fortunate to be aware of the energies that surround us all, that silently help to shape our lives.  These subtle yet powerful forces gently push us in one direction or can strongly propel us in another.  I have experienced painful moments in my life when I have been caught up in situations, of my own choosing, and having to deal with the aftermath.   I'm sure many of you can relate to this.  These experiences have taught me that I need to be careful with the decisions I make and when something goes awry, I need to bend with the universe, not against it.  Think of a tree in a storm.  It doesn't resist the wind but yields to it.  In this way, most of the tree remains, unscathed.  Resisting just makes it worse.  If you are struggling with something, if you are up at night, worrying and fretting about something, may I give you some advice?  You are not a rag doll.  You are not here to spend your days restricted by fear but in joyous wonderment and awe that is all around you.  What you are going through will ultimately benefit you but only if you do not let it get the best of you.  This is a test.  And we all have them.  Decisions, decisions...which one is the right one?  My advice, if you need help, seek it.  Get a grip on your situation before it unravels any further.  Take the steps necessary.  In order to win the battle you need to gain the upper hand.  Push through, follow through.  You are the Master.  You'd be surprised what is waiting for you, once the storm passes.  Namaste

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

Friday, May 16, 2014

"I LOVE YOU", SAM


I have a cat named Sam (short for Samson).  His sister is Delilah.  Sam broke his wrist (don't ask me how a cat can break his wrist) but this is what occurred.  My husband and I tried to figure out how in the world this could have happened.  Finally we decided that it was the BBQ grill he had jumped onto.  There was a gap between the grill and the handle and seeing the other cat almost lose its grip, we finally had our answer.  We covered up the handle and so far there have been no more accidents. Thank goodness!  But now a decision had to be made as to what to do with Sam.  Should I take Sam to the vet (not knowing how much it would cost, not knowing if he broke his wrist or maybe it was just bruised?)  My husband was instrumental in helping with my decision--"If you don't take him in he'll probably not heal well and could die."  I agreed and the decision was made.  I could've decided to let Sam mend on his own or worse, I could've had him put to sleep.  Most of the time there is no one cheering you on, there is no handwriting on the wall, there are no candles in a darkened hallway when you make a decision, you find yourself alone in making the best decision you can.  Eight weeks in a cast and sequestered in an upstairs bathroom Sam and I became the closest of friends.  Understand this was an outdoor cat now being confined to a tiny room--he's used to having the entire outdoors to himself!  I bought cans of cat food and sprinkled powdered calcium on top to help with his healing.  He endured four trips to the vet in which he was medicated, probed, poked, irradiated and evaluated.  Each time the vet removed the cast and looked at the injury.  "No, not yet, she would say."  "Maybe we can take it off in another week".  Finally the end of the next week and Sam and I were at the vet once again.  This time the cast came off, for good.   I know I was relieved and I'm sure Sam was.  I couldn't believe how Sam had held up under all this.  He never lost his temper, he never said an ugly word to anyone, he never scratched or bit anyone, he never balked while undergoing all the treatment.  I think he was grateful for it.  And the most remarkable result of this costly effort (I'm not going to tell you how much his treatment cost but it was substantial) this outdoor cat and I bonded together.  I have never experienced anything like this before.  During the treatment, while I was transporting him to and from the vet and tending to him upstairs I would constantly say, "I love you, Sam."  He would cry nervously from his cat kennel while I was driving.  He would retreat to the back of his cage in the bathroom when I tried to pet him.  When he did allow me to come near I would stroke his fur and repeat these words in the same monotone voice throughout his therapy and healing whether he was able to hear me or not.  I was totally surprised how loving Sam turned out to be.  Funny, I never noticed that before.  But now he and I talk on a regular basis, he meows at me and I know instinctively what he wants--he wants to sit on the couch or in the lounge chair and sometimes, when I'm at my computer, Sam will stand up on his back legs and put his front paws on the computer table, trying to get my attention.  So we sit together and he rolls all over letting me scratch his head, all the while looking up at me and studying my face.  He looks up at with me with loving eyes (yes, animals can show looks of love) and he and I are relishing our new relationship.  Of course there is Callie (a rescued cat from a shelter) and she does have her issues with Sam but we're working on those.  There are those who contend that animals do not have souls--that animals do not show emotion.  That the only good animal is one you are able to kick around.  I beg you to reconsider.  Sam is living proof that with patience and commitment healing can occur.   This is an example of treating something (this can equally apply to human beings) with love and compassion.  This is an example of an unforeseen and beautiful gift that you may receive, in return.  I am very happy for the decision I made.  I saved Sam and in so doing, unwittingly stumbled into a  small opening in the universe that was previously closed to me.  It revealed itself only because of the decision I made and rewarded me for doing so.     

Tuesday, May 13, 2014

Full Moon in Scorpio

A friend just sent a link to the devastating affects on wildlife that the Japanese Fukushima Disaster has wrought.  The magnitude and horror of this event is almost too much to stomach.  It triggered something hidden deep within my psyche.  Knowing that there are dark mysteries and excrutiatingly painful events that we somehow don't want to deal with because if we  allowed ourselves to think the event through from beginning to end we would know the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.  And, maybe, we don't want to deal with the truth because if we did know the whole truth it would end up destroying us.  At times wickedness (taking on many faces) appears to run rampant on this planet.  Ah, the deep dark recesses of a man's heart....I think that's where we are now, not wanting to know how we're all going to be affected by this disaster but in a perverse and twisted way, wanting to know all there is to know.  It's like delving into a part of yourself that has been off limits but now you don't care what is revealed as you are fearless and ready to face whatever it is, --you have the courage to confront, you have a great need to know.  Tomorrow, Wednesday, May 14, 2014, is a Full Moon in Scorpio.  There is a reason that Scorpio is represented by the Scorpion.  The Scorpion has a stinger tail.  This tail can inflict upon us insufferable pain yet can also bring us to a great reveal of ourselves and events, people and issues that have had us stymied for a long time.  Astrologically, it can channel up the best of us or sink us to new lows.  One part of us is caring and loving while the darker side of us can be sadistic and cruel.  I believe  this Full Moon in Scorpio is drawing portions of me out into the open and is the reason  why I'm delving deep within today and unafraid to face portions of myself I don't particularly like.  I can see now how I've been growing out of some of the poor tendencies that have plagued me all these years.  I am finally able to face some of these weaknesses and deal with them.  The universe grants us these times to face and resolve issues either within ourselves or around us.  Do not be afraid of the challenges the universe has in store for you as this is how you grow. 

Monday, May 12, 2014

Lady Bug, Power Symbol, Past Lives, Enlightenment

http://www.shamanicjourney.com/article/6177/ladybug-power-animal-symbol-of-past-lives-enlightenment

Sunday, May 11, 2014

Destroying What's Good

I see an effort today to destroy things that are inherently good; families, values, beliefs.  I see an in your face and patently dishonest effort concocted by ruthless forces to undermine, skew and berate those people who don't happen to believe in a political ideology.  I see the ugly term rascism used more and more as the left fights to regain a foothold in what it perceives is slipping away.  I believe that people, from all walks of life are beginning to see through this veil of deception that is over all of us.  Could it be that we all have been immersed in the dark for too long?  I see a glimmer of hope.  I actually believe that this shroud has been over us for thousands of years and now is the time, according to the ancient text, for this obstacle to be permanently removed as we are approaching a new Age...a new and healthier way of living, of thinking and behaving.  The Fundamental Law has always been with us but has been kept from view.  Every so often those Learned Ones from the past have shown a light.  But even more so the Evil that surrounds us, the Evil that permeates this Third Dimension we inhabit, has had its way.  It snuffs out the good so evil can continue to thrive.  But this new way being heralded in will affect all mankind, not just one or two select groups.  Look at the uproar and outcry from all regions across the globe as corporate greed is stymied, ruthless tyrants are assailed in their attempt to take over sovereign land, the world comes together as a group of Nigerian Islamist extremists kidnap a group of 300 young girls.  People are rising up against what they see are evil acts and proclaiming, "we're not going to take it anymore."  No wonder government's attempt to thwart organization's and belief systems they know they ultimately cannot control.  No wonder government's tyrannical boot stepping on peoples' fundamental rights by enslaving them to government handouts and drugs.   We are in the beginnings of a New World Order and the fight is undoubtedly on as to which side will win.  But this New World Order has positive consequences for all of us if we refuse to buckle under to evil and continue the good fight.  The outcome:  Good Triumphs and Trumps Evil in the End.   

Why I Study Physics

http://youtu.be/pom8S7qF5Gk

Wednesday, May 7, 2014

Chief Arvol Looking Horse, Lakota Sioux Nation

http://youtu.be/PHqVdZmpRgI

Dialogue

"Battle Weary"
Come to me, oh Spirit I long to speak with you Come to me, oh Spirit Give me your bird’s eye view Come to me, oh Spirit I long to know your way Come to me, oh Spirit While I’m on my knees in prayer Come to me, oh Spirit For our world is in a mess Come to me, oh Spirit Please help with our transgress Come to me, oh Spirit And show me pearls of wisdom Come to me, oh Spirit Bring forth thy divination Come to me, oh Spirit for I long to know your way Come to me, oh Spirit Before I pass away