A friend just sent a link to the devastating affects on wildlife that the Japanese Fukushima Disaster has wrought. The magnitude and horror of this event is almost too much to stomach. It triggered something hidden deep within my psyche. Knowing that there are dark mysteries and excrutiatingly painful events that we somehow don't want to deal with because if we allowed ourselves to think the event through from beginning to end we would know the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth. And, maybe, we don't want to deal with the truth because if we did know the whole truth it would end up destroying us. At times wickedness (taking on many faces) appears to run rampant on this planet. Ah, the deep dark recesses of a man's heart....I think that's where we are now, not wanting to know how we're all going to be affected by this disaster but in a perverse and twisted way, wanting to know all there is to know. It's like delving into a part of yourself that has been off limits but now you don't care what is revealed as you are fearless and ready to face whatever it is, --you have the courage to confront, you have a great need to know. Tomorrow, Wednesday, May 14, 2014, is a Full Moon in Scorpio. There is a reason that Scorpio is represented by the Scorpion. The Scorpion has a stinger tail. This tail can inflict upon us insufferable pain yet can also bring us to a great reveal of ourselves and events, people and issues that have had us stymied for a long time. Astrologically, it can channel up the best of us or sink us to new lows. One part of us is caring and loving while the darker side of us can be sadistic and cruel. I believe this Full Moon in Scorpio is drawing portions of me out into the open and is the reason why I'm delving deep within today and unafraid to face portions of myself I don't particularly like. I can see now how I've been growing out of some of the poor tendencies that have plagued me all these years. I am finally able to face some of these weaknesses and deal with them. The universe grants us these times to face and resolve issues either within ourselves or around us. Do not be afraid of the challenges the universe has in store for you as this is how you grow.
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