Go Jump off a Cliff

There is no meaning to anything.  

I go in circles trying to figure things out and always come back to "nothing makes sense" but then stubbornly continue my research, falling back onto my "ray of hope" feeling that at some point in our earthly transit, a vision of who we are and where we fit in on the celestial ladder of things will come to pass.  

In spite of my current frustration, I can say with a degree of certainty that this is not G-d's world down here but the Devil's playground.

I mean, c'mon, look at all the crap people go through down here, the sorry, miserable lives they lead and the horrific, unspeakable things we're constantly doing to one another.  

All of us are to blame for where we are at this very moment in time.

And I believe our time is running out.  

Governments, politicians, leaders and corporations could all engage in and do positive things to make our lives better, across this planet, instead of engaging in political oneupmanship, game playing, profit motivation and using the helpless and hapless millions to further their ends.

So we are mostly to blame for where we are now don't you think?

We are the Devil's play things on one giant chess board with no winners and no losers, just little pawns constantly being pushed and shoved around.

After a world war or some other tragedy descends upon us, at the conclusion of the death, destruction and mayhem that occurs, we linger in the moment of painful memories only to find ourselves meandering away, forgetting what we just went through and not implementing safeguards to insure it doesn't happen again.

I feel that humanity as a whole is headed toward a calamitous event and one that just might finally get our attention.

When you come right down to it, we are a pitiful and sorry lot.

We are full of excuses and take no responsibility for where we are and where we are headed.

Instead, we leave these important life decisions to someone or some thing else.

It's a wonder that anyone cares about us at all as we are in a constant state of turmoil, arrogance, denial and confusion.

We haven't learned a damned thing about anything down here.

Maybe, just maybe, a big lesson in humility is in store for all of us and headed our way.